Self amusement

well i know i have not been entering stuff here regularly....have seen a fair bit of Budapest and the city is beautiful and vibrant.... but have also had to amuse myself a lot... Mahendra has been so busy and i guess i have been trying to occupy myself have found somewhat to my dismay that i haven't been able to do this as much as i had hoped...i don't know why, there are too many variables... the impersonality of the hotel room, the feeling of temporary transplantation and i haven't been able to study for my GMAT as much as i have liked...add to this equation an iffy tummy and some serious issues and you have a recipe for disaster... i guess the main question is what i want to do with my life, i really don't know, i have to make something of myself, something that will satisfy even the high exacting standards i set for myself.... b school seems to be the best thing to do right now although i am not 100% sure... but school overall will help me...in terms of keeping me busy, building a network of friends and also the sheer experience of it all... not to forget the fact that when i finish i should be able to choose the job i wanna work in not do some chutiya thing somewhere...